What We Want

Hmmm... this didnt really work out it seems. 

Ive had something close to real life for a while, so I couldnt be online. Anyway: Right now Im in Hong Kong for a school year abroud. Still 9 months to go.

Haha, so here I thought: Yay, finals are finished, I'll be able to be online more often now! 

Hah. 

What a big fucking lie. ;__; People want me to go soemwhere all of the freaking time.

Wohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Haha. 

Finished my oral exam. Yay. Like... I freaked out so much people around me STARED... lol... No, really. I often freak out so much people stare. >__> 

I SERIOUSLY want to know what would happen if I told them about the porn stories I read all night... haha... like: Oh yeah, did you know... yesterday I read this AMAZING story in which a bad guy (= Grimmjow) broke into the main character's (= Ichigo's) room and raped the shit out of him. That would at least create an impression. 

>___> No really, I've serious issues concerning sexuality. Haha, but what the heck? Who cares! If it makes me happy....

Haha anyways.. I'm not going to reply to that huge amount of comments just yet. (Guys I love you, those comments are the light of my day! .>___> Or rather... night! lol) I've really got the urge to write fanfiction and I need to fullfill that urge NOW. *runs off*

P.s.: I think I might even post it--- gotta start that some day. ^__-

I've been converted. 

I now official love Chad-Ichi to pieces.

Okay so like... I can't seem to get away from Bleach anymore. I've tried. I've failed. -__-

I've realized I'm not made for this. I don't have a clue how to upload userpics nor do I know how the F*** I should post fanfics... It's troubling me. A lot. 

I love reading on LJ and my hand's itching to contribute to the great mess people create here... but I CAN'T. Why? Because I'm stupid! And I don't want to screw up... everyone here's so good at posting... ;__; I don't want to be the sad little punk that can't do it right... 

But. 

Crying like an idiot won't change a thing. I'll just try it. I did that with fanfiction.net and it worked so why not on LJ where people seem much nicer anyway... Haha anyways... if anyone wants to tell me how to upload userpics, please do so. I seem to be unable to do it. I'm going to try to make chained_fire help me. Yes be afraid, dude. Very afraid! Gyahaha. Erm... right. *runs off to MSN for help*